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full_metal_corsetGood God...
Is that who, what I could have become? I know - I remember - the reasons for it, but this does nothing to allay me of... The horrific inevitability of it all.
I have memories of that other world. A past which had not been. For me. But what of it? What of those other selves? They couldn't have simply been constructed, then and there, could they? It just seemed so very... Intricate in its detail.
Does there exist, somewhere, another place like this? Somewhere those versions of us are carrying on in such a manner?
I hadn't even realised Viktor's lies there... How very arrogant I was.
Verona, Rani - you have my deepest thanks for what you did. Both of you. Please do not allow this to colour your perception of, as I now am.
It's already colouring mine...
Is that who, what I could have become? I know - I remember - the reasons for it, but this does nothing to allay me of... The horrific inevitability of it all.
I have memories of that other world. A past which had not been. For me. But what of it? What of those other selves? They couldn't have simply been constructed, then and there, could they? It just seemed so very... Intricate in its detail.
Does there exist, somewhere, another place like this? Somewhere those versions of us are carrying on in such a manner?
I hadn't even realised Viktor's lies there... How very arrogant I was.
Verona, Rani - you have my deepest thanks for what you did. Both of you. Please do not allow this to colour your perception of, as I now am.
It's already colouring mine...
You crazy little vampire, you...
Date: 2010-01-16 04:36 am (UTC)I regret my actions immensely - and they shame me.
While a small comfort, I'm sure, please know that your own give me reason for hope. You assisted others in the cause of freedom and did it, if I may say so, with no small amount of creativity.
You were the personification of virtue I could not be.
You have two new icons which I really think are great - that's one of them.
Date: 2010-01-16 05:12 am (UTC)It is no small irony that, in attempting to corrupt you, it seems my actions had a more positive effect.
If you need access to the wildlife enclosure or bar, at any time, please let me know. It's not much, but your actions deserve rewarding.
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Date: 2010-01-17 06:57 pm (UTC)I'll see if it can be arranged.
There's depressingly little to do around here. There are the common rooms, I suppose? I'm afraid I'm not terribly social, myself, which makes me a poor judge of such things.
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Date: 2010-01-17 08:45 pm (UTC)